To Kill A Mockingbird

I'd like to apologize to Harper Lee for stealing the name of her masterpiece.
what to do. its apt to use it for this idle tapping away on the keyboard of my book.
what do you do when u become too stressed and you starting to phase out, resisting to listen to your gray matters?
I must admit that I'm a recreational drug user. Sometimes, booze works just fine. but I just can't gain an acquire taste for booze yet. so I'm still stuck with good, ol' Mary Jane . HAHA
Ok. here goes.....
how far will you go to do the things that you feel that its right for you or your society ?
how far will you go to indulge in your fantasy?
how far will you go to hide your ugly secrets?
how far will you go to keep your conscience clean?
how far will you go to fight for what you believe in?
how far will you go to materialize your dreams? ( sometimes dreams can be ugly too , i'm not talking about nightmares)
how far will you go to maintain your dignity?
how far will you go to make someone you love happy?
how far will you go to become just a tiny bit better person than you already are?
how far will you go make your existence in this world more meaningful?
how far will you go to show other ppl that you are worthy?
how far will you go to quench your urges?
how far will you go to protect what you hold dearly and near to your heart?
how far will you go to be the best in that little pond you are dwelling now? ( pun intended)
how far will you go to prove yourself to other ppl ?( they always say they don't care, but in the end, almost all the things they do are just to prove themselves to other ppl )
how far will you go to gain peace of mind?
how far will you go to be who you (and others) believe you are?
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how far will you go kill a mockingbird?