We choose it without music
Love is never quite the same
I love you now I've lost you
Don't feel bad, you're not too blame
So kiss me goodbye and I'll try not to cry
All the tears in the world won't change your mind
There's someone new and she's waiting for you
Soon your heart will be leaving me behind
Linger a while and I'll go with a smile
Like a friend who just happened to call
For the last time pretend you are mine
My darling kiss me goodbye
I know now I must go now
Though my heart tells me to stay
That girl means your tomorrow
I belong to yesterday
So kiss me goodbye and I'll try not to cry
All the tears in the world won't change your mind
There's someone new and she's waiting for you
Soon your heart will be leaving me behind
Linger a while and I'll go with a smile
Like a friend who just happened to call
For the last time pretend you are mine
My darling kiss me goodbye
My darling kiss me goodbye
Goodbye
3 comments:
Hi Su,
I wish you could be here right now. You can unload a few out of your chest, I can unload a few from mine or just a chat would be nice to. Sometime it feels great to scream at the wave and the wave screams back at you.
I am on my holiday. Every year, I schedule my self two weeks out just to be a lone. This tradition begins about 8 years ago when I lost someone very special to me. It was hard for me to except the reality and living in the moment. Before I used to spend my two weeks thinking about all kinds of possibilities, thinking about what if…, and thinking how great my lift could have been if that special some one still with me.
But now I spend my two weeks thinking how bless I am to have what I have right now. I realize that all this time I have refuse to be love and to love. I have refused to live the lift that it intended to be. I realize that I am in it a lone, while that special someone doesn’t even care. I realize that I am wasting my precious lift thinking about the impossible. 8 years have passed and sometime my stupidity still kicks in but at least now I know how to deal with it.
Every time I am on my two weeks I always meet someone new and this is how I found this web sits, and I meet you.
Have you ever schedule your self out just to be a lone? Have you ever schedule yourself out just to scream or break things? Or practice target shooting? If you haven’t target shooting before I highly recommend it.
I am crazy, huh?
Today is my third days of my two weeks and guess what I am doing. Take a wild guess…:-D
Cheers to a wonderful lift after this two weeks,
S…
Hi, S.
i've in the same but different cage for over 12 years. sometimes i succeed in trying to live my life and forget about all those F$@#ing WHAT IFs. sometimes i don't. this blog is for those times that i don't. thanks for sharing. Man, do i sound like those ppl from group therapy. HA! regrets is a bitch. i don't want to have it. but time and again i do things i will forever regret for the rest of my life. ( like dating even though i'm engaged ). They say"Just DO It". but they forget to mention the consequences, huh? i'd like to shoot something, that's for sure. for now, i'm severely lack of ability to decide or even think.
i'm not refusing to love or be loved. i'm trying as hell to love and be loved. but still unable to love myself. u know how bad is that the feeling u get when u look in the mirror and the person who look back at u is full of badblood? i just wish i could forgive myself and love myself. not only for me. for those who around me. for my family and friends. thanks , S
hope we be able to talk for real soon.
Su @}---
Good morning Su,
My fourth day and it is wonderful. This morning I wake up to a breakfast in bed. I have strawberry, brie-cheese, homemade French-bread, and a screw driver. Now I am full and happy, ready to face the day. Wondering, who I would meet today? Probably no bodies because I am going to just hang out on the water. I hope to see some extremely handsome merman or mermaid. Oh! God, what if a shark tries to tip my boat but that is impossible, right? I can’t wait for my fifth day because it would be my first time doing scuba-diving. You see, I’m paranoid by the nasty creatures under water so this is a very big step. May be I would be so scared and my heart would stop and I die. Yike, I don’t want to die. OK, no more under water talk because I already paid for the activity… I am on a save the gr$$n campaign for this two weeks.
Su, everyone wish for life to be perfect and it is very tempting to do so. But think about it, what kind of life that would be without the up and the down. You DO NOT sound like one of those people from group therapy. You know what worse then sharing not perfect life, is pretending to live a perfect live.
I would love to talk. How????? If this work out may be next year will be our two weeks together. You mention that you love horses. There are some beautiful places in Victoria, Canada for horse back riding. I did that this year on my birth day and it was so much fun. So stay healthy and stay strong.
Take care.
S…
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